It's not what you see, but how you see it.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Almost a week

Now this picture looks bad, but trust me- it's the best one. To update his progress, Michael is doing well. The swelling and that numb sensation like you get after having a cavity filled, are almost history. I have not ventured out to the grocery store yet...or any store. I don't like to leave him alone for any length of time. But our cupboard is getting low and poor Michael is getting tired of his menu. Fresh carrot/ apple juice (I have a juicer), V8 juice, ensure, boost, smoothies, beef & chicken broth. That's about it...oh yeah, I almost forgot his favorite...gatorade. All of which is slowly pushed into his mouth by a syringe. I don't mind doing this and he has done it a few times himself.

Breathing is easier, but congestion is still a problem, though not at night which is becoming somewhat of a routine. He showers, takes meds and then I read to him. I started reading Harry Potter and the half blood prince outloud while we were in ICU. Even though I stumble over my words from time to time, he says the sound of my voice is soothing.

Despite my pre-op effort to understand what this surgery would involve, I underestimated it. For some reason, I had a far different image in my minds eye. I did expect swelling, blood & pain...just not so much of it.
The idea that years worth of migraine headaches would immediately vanish the moment he opened his eyes, now seems foolish.
I can't imagine what it would have been like if the surgery had NOT gone well. Therefore, I count my blessings. I am thankful that I have the strength and ability to help him.

4 Comments:

Blogger Steve said...

Kathy

I hadn't realised quite how big this was until I saw the ohot and read this post.

I feel quite overwhelmed by the care you are giving him, whiel I don't know you, may I say that I am so proud that you're abel and willing to offer himso much care.

That said - it sounds incredibly hard, and I hope you find way to get the support you need as well. It feel like an intrusion to comment on this post - but I hope you can accept my best wishes.

Steve

3:54 PM

 
Blogger Doug said...

God Bless you, Kathy-Michael is blessed by you. We know why God has us walk one day at a time-so that we are never overwhelmed. My best wishes to you and Michael, and I'll continue to be lifting you up in prayer. Have a good night, Kathy.

9:56 PM

 
Blogger Kathy said...

Hi Steve,
You are definately NOT intruding. I like to recieve comments! Thank you for the kind words.
I just believe that this is what you do when you love someone. You put aside your own needs. You care and pray and DO things for them.

I'm happy to report I will be writing a new post (hopefully tomorrow) with a new picture I just took tonight. He looks great!!

9:57 PM

 
Blogger Holly said...

You both are in my prayers!! ::hugs:: Don't forget that God is sitting there with you and Michael.

10:23 AM

 

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