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I'm so sorry to have to do this folks...

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It's not that I don't love getting them...I DO!! But yesterday MB got extremely hostile. He spent a great deal of time destroying my things. This is a shame because for the last few weeks we've been getting along rather well.

I don't care so much about the collection of teacups and plates that crashed to their death on my voicemail, but the baby stroller that I've had since I was 7?... the one that my parents purchased for me from a lady that brought it over from Germany...the one I used to put myself in when I was feeling sad (I've always been kinda tiny)...I guess it's gone. It was an antique and I've tried my best over the years to take good care of it.

He said he burned it. I hope it's not true.

I can only imagine that the soft white leather interior and dark velvet navy blue fabric must have gone up it two seconds. I've got to remember that it was just an item. I will not forget the way it smelled or how comforting it felt.

He wants to hurt me, but I won't let him. He's jealous that I have another male interest. He says that I'm hurting the kids and that I don't care about them...which of course IS NOT TRUE. They are mad at me though.

Today I'll be calling my lawyer and getting a restrainting order. I've already called the police. They said that my things are considered community property and that he can break them if he wants to. They suggested that I call back and get a civil escort to take me over there so I can retrieve my possesssions.

Honestly, I don't know what I should take? Is there anything left? Thank God, I already took the care bear my sister made when I was 12 and the little chair that Katie used when she was 2. Also a bead doll that a little old lady made for me when I was 9 and so many charished pictures that could never be replaced.

Enough of my drama. To all you mothers out there...Happy Mother's Day. I hope mine will understand my heart someday.