Where am I going?

So I was supposed to go on call at 4am.

Last night at 9pm I got my first call from crew support. They wanted to put me on a 4 day trip and reschedule one of my days off. I told them no. Yikes! My first call and I'm already negotiating with crew support!

I haven't seen MB more than 2 hours in the last 5 weeks. I'm going home this weekend. As it turns out, I'm taking a 3 day trip instead and ending in San Fan by Sat. night. I'm leaving in 3 hours. I"m going to be all over the place...Chicago, Missouri, Nebraska...

This is my first time on my own without an instructor. Oh my gosh! I didn't sleep very much last night and I had a HORRIBLE dream that MB drank. In the dream I took the drink out of his hand and threw it at the wall. Even though he's NEVER hit me, in the dream he did. It was AWFUL.

I guess I need to face these fears. Perhaps that's why I'm writing a post about it instead of doing ALL the stuff I gotta do this morning. Hey, that reminds me...I found a place to live yesterday!!! Whoa wee! Savanna called this guy (male flight attendant for SkyWest) who owns a house and wanting to rent out a room. It's a great deal in a rich neighborhood. He's got internet and laundry machines and pretty much anything else you could need. Me and Savanna are gonna share the room and rent. SWEET! I'm so happy to have someplace that is safe and won't take every last dime I'll be making.

I better get off the computer now...I'm supposed to take all my stuff over there this morning before my flight leaves. So I've got about 1 hour to get ready.
Let's see...today is 4 legs. Tomorrow is 4 legs and Saturday is 3 legs. Cool. I think I can handle that. Here's hoping!

Where's the Dramamine?