MKE and back to me moving out
I HATE YOU!
That's what I said. He won't move out and I can't legally make hime leave. So I'm back to ME moving out. He swears he won't drink with the kids, but of course that's a lie. I don't believe anything he says. I have absolutely NO reason to believe him.
I never thought I could hate anyone, and I probably don't. But if I stay here, this anger bubbling inside me will harden and turn to bitter hate. I will live with a rock made of cold molten lava for a heart.
I don't want to be like that. I want to hold onto to who I am now. I don't want to be bitter. I don't want to hate.
I hope it will go like this;
I will move out.
I will trust that the girls will be okay here.
The house will be listed this spring and sold by summertime
Kaytee will get to graduate 8th grade with her friends.
The situation will be clearer and a solution will present itself
One day at a time.
BTW- The bills did not get paid and I didn't work on my forms. Uhhh. Tomorrow.
Oh yeah, MKE...that's the airport code for Milwaukee. I got a 4 day trip that starts Feb. 2nd. It's on the 700! I am the FF flight attendant. Facing Forward. That's what I did last time. It's the aft position and I'm more comfortable with it.
I will be overnighting in Milwaukee the first night, PIT (Pittsburg, PA) the second and back to MKE the third night. I'm looking forward to it.
I even get to fly into Atlanta. I have a long layover the third night. Who knows what fun things there are to do in Milwaukee?
posted by Kathy at 9:55 PM
9 Comments:
there is plenty to do in mke. have your camera ready. friendly people up there. cold. bring eskimo clothes! just kidding, but be prepared nonetheless.
search the web for support groups. no, not mother's anonymous. there are women like you out there who have been down the same path. check with your hr department to see if they have any listings in your area. check with your legal services. go online to search. use discretion in this approach. get your blog friends to start asking around. get the word out. if search or results are futile, start your own group. feel free to erase this post.
4:49 AM
Hope you don't want to rip my eyes out for this....but the brewery tours in Milwaukee are famous...I was born in Wisconsin, and we consider it a big part of our history...
Also, on a more positive note, I just e-mailed you an article on an art show that is currently happening at the Univ of WI Milwaukee Art Gallery. It is entitled "Meditations and Revelations". It is two artists' view on Christianity and one of the artists is an evangelical preacher.-----C
6:11 AM
Kathy - you'll be just 1-1/2 hours south of me...Milwaukee is awesome! The Milwaukee Art Museum is spectacular and right on the water...or you can check out the Imax theater/Milwaukee Public Museum.
For a fun drinking/dining experience, go to the Safe House. Hal had to gallop around with a cowboy hat on her head just to get in (they require a "secret password"). Comedy gold.
7:10 AM
Thanks for all the input!
Panda, my flight gets in next friday (Feb. 2) around noon. Come on down sister! You can stay in my room (there's usually 2 beds). However I report the next morning at 7:30am. So that just means I have to stop drinking by 11:30pm. hehe.
AND!!! I have 4 days off together Feb. 19-22. I know it's during the week, but reserves never get weekends off. My birthday is the 22nd.
If my ever changing life permits it I can come visit my bro and meet some Pandies.
how bout it?
10:01 AM
I've never been to MKE, so I'm totally useless in that respect. I just wanted to say hang in there. (Wouldn't want to lose my reputation as a broken record.)
3:45 PM
TOA, why don't you open up your blog so that others can comment? I have tried but have been blocked. Elverta??? What, Rio Linda and North Highlands too expensive for a high priced lawyer like yourself? Yee haw!!!
8:01 AM
Kathy - thanks for the invite...I'm bummed because I'm busy Friday night. :(
You'll have to keep in contact with the rest of the Pandyland crew...we'll try to set a date that will work so we can all meet you in MN! Seems to me, you need a vacation...
10:02 AM
You should come out Kat! The only thing is C will be in Florida on business those exact days! And I won't have any time off during that time, but if you can entertain yourself during the day, we could at least go out to eat and hang out a little! Let me know... - JD
10:16 AM
if you are a "registered user," mr. brydon, then feel free to post on my blog anytime. since you are not, then i cannot assist you with your dilemma. have a wonderful day, mr. brydon.
10:32 AM
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