Pathetic & Down

I'm pathetic.

I tried calling him (the guy I like) twice last night. He won't answer my calls. I guess this is what being dumped feels like.

MB should be pleased. His plan really worked.

I had 3 days off and now this is the second day on reserve. I haven't been called yet. Man, I need to go back to work. Instead, I will probably go out this afternoon to look for an apartment. Yes folks, I'm moving out. I'm tired of living this way. Divorce makes it near to impossible to still reside in the same house.

I hope the cable guy comes soon...I can't leave until he fixes my wireless box and hooks up the cable in the living room. We haven't had cable in there ever since I rearranged the furniture back in October.

I'm sad. I think I'll go back to bed and perhaps I'll wake up happy.