It's wearing me down...but I'm not goin down. Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?

Where do I start?

I'll start with where things are now.

MB is being admitted into a mental hospital in Sacramento right now. THANK GOD!! Really, I thank him. For so many things. For one...he hasn't lost his job yet. Second, nobody has gotten hurt yet and third...even though my body is sick and I had a horrible coughing fit in front of the passengers today...I'm here....working and smiling.

The details are horrid and unthinkable. At least they are to me. I was in shock when I got a call from EAP Tuesday, that MB had made threatening statements toward me and the girls. He insists that he didn't say it, and I kinda believe him. Still, it was very scary. He's not mentally stable right now and just in case he could be dangerous....I decided to play it safe.

I was escorted over to my own house to pack some things.

I'm in Albuquerque right now on a layover. I've let my boss know the situation, but I'm not taking time off. Work is my joy right now. As long as I know my kids are safe, I'm happy working. Besides, this is the busiest time for my company and I'm not about to let them down. Sick, stressed or whatever.