It's not what you see, but how you see it.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Fun Night on Uncle Buddy's Land



Hi Folks!

My Uncle (I actually have 4 uncles on my dad's side) has a large plot of land with a house in Grass Valley that I've never been to. My dad has been there many times to visit, party and work. Last night I took the girls up there after school to do some tubing. Yes, tubing. There is a water irrigation ditch that looks more like a small river, running 100+ miles through his property. My dad drove us up a ways and we floated down the icy cold water back to the house. We all had a good time, even though my tube popped and I walked back to the house with a nice scratch on my leg. Luckily the house wasn't that far away.

We had also planned on shooting my uncles pistol, but it got to dark. After a yummy hamburger/hot dog BBQ and a funny episode of "Family Guy" it was time to leave. I drove the girls back down to Sacramento (1.25 hours away) and headed back to my apartment. I was exhuasted, but it was worth it.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Lucky to be alive

Last week my nephew was in a terrible car accident.

It was 2am and Jonny was alone in his big cadilac traveling on a curvy road in the rural outskirts of town. He may have been speeding, but he had NOT been drinking.

It only took a moment when he took his eyes off the road to realize he was in trouble. It was a much sharper turn than he planned for when his tires hit the gravel. All he remembers of the horrific crash is thinking..."I don't want to hit those mailboxes." Just after feeling the car spin, his last thought was, "I'm fucked."

His car was not just totaled, it was unrecognizable and shocking. Everyone who saw the car or pictures of what was once a car, couldn't believe that anyone could have survived. Certainly if there had been a passenger, it would have been fatal as a tree branch went right through that seat. The car flipped and rolled and sent Jonny's hat, shoes and car parts in all different directions as far as two blocks away and the top of a neighbor's tree.

The car landed in the bushes of a farmer's yard. The farmer heard the crash and pulled him out. At the hospital they treated him for cuts, bruises and an injured knee- but no broken bones! No surgery! They gave him a vicadin and sent him home. My sister had not heard the phone calls. She didn't even know what happened until the next morning because Jonny had gone straight to bed. (He stays in the guest cottage in the backyard).

When she questioned him about his missing car, he was wrapped in a blanket and couldn't remember that he was in an accident, therefore didn't know where his car was.

Kris had to call the police and hospital to find out the info.

Our family has been blessed with this miracle. I am so happy to still have my wonderful nephew, Jonny (20 yrs old).

Song in my Heart to You

"All Of The Words"

How do I speak of the indescribable to You
I will try to explain these feelings that are true
So looking to the sky I will sing and from my heart to You I bring

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship
I worship You

In your presence I forever choose to live
I will praise You for it's all I have to give
So looking to the sky I will sing and from my heart to You I bring

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship

By Your grace You let me come talk to You
It's not that I'm worthy I thank you Jesus
For the love that You have shown

All of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship

With all of the words in all of my life that could never explain and never describe
All of my love, which is nothing to hide so I lift up my hands and I worship
I worship You

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

LEAP (again)

My OBGYN doctor's office called today and said my second pap confirmed abnormal cells. I scheduled a LEAP procedure for Sept. 5th.

This time I believe my doctor will do a good job. He has a much better bedside mannor than the last guy who did this procedure. I will be fine.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Meeting a King

Yesterday the girls and I met Sacramento King, Vlade Divac. That's NBA Basketball for those of who don't know....

Excuses, excuses...

I could say that I've been busy- but aren't we all?

How about I don't have a private internet access? Ehhhh, maybe you could acept that but it's weak.

Ironic isn't it...that I used to have almost NOTHING to do but blog. Now I can't seem to fit it in. Well, let me stop my whinning and get back to my life in all it's interesting turn of events...here's what's been up with me:

Forgive me if I repeat myself, but I don't remember what I've told you.

I have spent the summer in resistance. But praise GOD, I have won. Victory belongs to Him and I give Him all the glory for it!

Jeez, what is she talking about?

Kaytee, the court and my job. Well, one out of three is better than nothing and honestly, I can find victory in my losses.

In the end, the court decided NOT to let Kaytee go to Oregon to live with my sister. This was okay with me, because I'm relieved that I don't have to let her go. I get to keep my baby for another 4 years!! This did, however, bring up the issue of where she will attend high school. The choices (which really was only 1 choice) didn't look good to me. I was worried to send her to a place that holds nearly 5000 students and would appear about as old as the Greek ruins if it weren't for campus police walking around.
Switch gears for 2 seconds; Megan has been attending day camp in Sacramento all summer. While we were walking around the end of the season carnival, I ran into my very good friend, Devona. She has a daughter named Sam that Kaytee went to preschool thru fourth grade with. I hadn't seen her in about a year.
She told me that Sam was going to Capital Christian for high school. I was happy for her and wished that Kaytee could go too. But I knew the school was expensive and would be a long drive given where it was.
Later, Ginger (my mother-in-law) meantioned the school. When I found out that they would be willing to pay for it, my heart leaped!
While Kaytee was off and about in Monterey with my niece, Ginger and I visited both schools that were in the running. It was a NO BRAINER! Capital Christian FAR exceeded public school in every way.
However, Kaytee was in deep resistance to the idea. She wouldn't even talk to me for a week because I pretty much insisted that she would be going there.
I know my daughter. She never likes anything I suggest. I knew that once she saw the school, she would agree that it would be the best place for her. Still, she called me selfish and mean. I took the heat from not only her, but my sister as well. I knew in my heart that God wants her at that school.
So I scrambled. I had a large packet of forms to fill out and references to get from past teachers, principal & pastor. Also copies of grades, STAR scores, birth certificate & immunization shots. The one thing that was the most difficult form to get was the student questionaire. Kaytee had to fill out a form that explained why she wanted to come to CCS. She wrote "I don't want to come to CCS. My mother is making me."
Once all the forms were in, they called me back for an interview. 2 days before the first day of school, Kaytee & I met with the guidence counsler and with some reluctance, Kaytee was accepted. The great victory came when I said to her as we walked out to the car..."Kaytee, you looked like you wanted to be accepted."
She replied, "I did." Now I know I have a great kid, because the day before, she actually apologized to me for all the hell she put me through. Perhaps that was the true victory.
Here's a couple pictures I took on that day.




Now for another part of my life:
I didn't win the election to be the new SIA representative. It's okay. I wish Ron would have won. But it must not be the right thing for either one of us at this time in our lives.
Also I have been blessed with a bedroom for my girls. I moved into a 2 bedroom apartment a week ago. Sweet life. How good God is!