What's happening now...
Hi everyone!
I am in Calgary. It's my first overnight being based back in Fresno. I drove down yesterday and hung out with Savanna since she started a trip this morning too.
We went out for dinner (Claim Jumper) and watched a movie in the bedroom since the other roomates were already watching something in the living room. We put in "Hitch". I love that movie!
As for my health...I went to that obygn apt thinking I was going to have a follow up pap test. Nope. Instead my new doctor (because my other one retired) decided it would be a waste of time. Almost an hour later, I was having a prodcedure done. Colopsy. No, not the colon! Basically, he looked at the canal of my cervic through a microscope after applying a vinger solution on it so that the bad cells will show up. It hurt. Of course the bad cells made their appearance and he took a biopsy of them. Now what? I go back on the 15th for another procedure...cyrotherapy. Yep, they are going to freeze those cells now. I sure hope this takes care of it. Third times a charm.
Don't even ask how the divorce is going. Uh, I am expecting it to be final by my birthday. Hopefully. I just want to get on with life so I can have all this fighting behind us. The girls need it to be done too. MB is angry with me right now over money and is wanting to continue fighting. His health is declining and I have to admit that I'm concerned. I know there is only 1 thing I can do...pray. Please Lord, help Michael get well and be happy without me. Bring people into his life that can help. Thank you.
posted by Kathy at 8:47 PM
3 Comments:
Aw, man. I forget: when is your birthday? Anyway. I hope things start going better for you. That test does sound painful (vinegar? ow!!!), but it also sounds like the doc did the right thing.
I'll be thinking of you and MB. I know you have lots of good support from friends and family, but email me (addi on my Blogger profile) if you feel like venting. (As a long-distance cyberfriend I really wish there were something more I could do.)
5:02 AM
You know when a beloved animal is wounded beyond help or is very old/sick and is in excruciating pain? And the most humane thing to do is to let go...have it put down? That's what divorce is like when it gets too drawn out. It is gut-wrenching for anyone to watch...all parties involved are in pain...it is best to let go...put the marriage out of its misery...both people might then have a chance to start fresh. I pray you both get to start fresh soon.
1:31 PM
Oh, by the way, "Tag! You're it!"...I got tagged for a blog meme...I don't know what the hell it means, but here are the rules:
(1) Link to the person that tagged you.
(2) Post the rules on your blog.
(3) Share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself.
(4) Tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
(5) Let each random person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
So I'm now tagging you. It's pretty darn chain-letterish, so feel free to opt out. I know how busy you are.
6:11 PM
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